Upaya to Venus: Thoughts about transformation

What goes around comes around

What grows will ripen.

This phrase was told to me in a dream by an old woman who came with an answer from the graha Shani, and the more I turn this idea over in my head, the more I like it. What has not grown cannot ripen. There can be no fruit if the tree is not ready to bear fruit. There is no deep love that has not gone through its painful path. There cannot be a developed person who is not yet ripe to be developed. But the opposite is also true – you cannot pick a peach from an apple tree. What has grown has ripened, and if apples have grown somewhere, there can be no other fruit there.

I was silent throughout July, August and September of 2020. I didn’t write articles, I didn’t do any work. Do you know what I was doing? Three things: I was very sick, I loved very much and I was extracting all sorts of interesting designs and tons of crap that had accumulated over 30 years of my life. I was doing a global, comprehensive study of all the planets in terms of my body, mind and destiny. Well, because it was no longer possible to exist in the old regime, and no other regimes were brought in. Jyotish : level “Nightmare”. Astrology to the power of Google. Miracles in a saucepan and a direct hit, if not in Bulgakov’s plot, then definitely in Murakami. Of course, I’m not that hardcore about Haruki.

Upaya. Does this tricky Sanskrit word mean anything to you? I don’t think so. Do you have problems in your life? Of course you do, who doesn’t? Think about your problem now, and I’ll show you a few tricks, trying to figure out yours in this article.

The article will be long, but interesting, I promise!

I always say that our world has long been living not according to Orwell, but according to Huxley and his Brave New World, where necessary and important information simply drowns in streams of garbage and bright, screaming nonsense that overshadows the truth and all paths to it. And the truth is often inconspicuous against the background of lies, because the truth has few options except itself, and you can lie about anything. There are millions of pages on the Internet about how to cure alcoholism with a couple of lines of poetry or in what order to lay out pebbles on the table to get pregnant (*place for a dirty joke*), but there is almost nothing about the causes of problems in a person’s life. What forms problems and trials? Where do bricks fall on your head from and is it possible to remove them forever? Just globally and that’s it? But this is the essence of the transformation that every living soul in the Universe goes through.

The soul always plays the Big Game, developing itself from random initial data and rising to higher levels. Each soul in the universe is very different from others, but all souls have in common the fact that they consist of elements and are subject to elemental and planetary karma. This means that the causes of the problem and the path forward must be looked for there. And to people first of all. The evil irony is that there are articles about this, and many of them, but they are so bogged down in complex Sanskrit terms and schizo-occultism that no one even thinks to look in the right direction. There are simpler answers – remove the curse, read a spell… Well, that is, look not where you lost it, but where it is lighter. So, where do the problems come from?
Most often, people come to magicians with some problem that “suddenly” falls on their heads. Well, no one expected it, and it suddenly appeared! Everything was fine. And then they try to pick at this problem, moving depending on the degree of the sorcerer’s insanity and their own common sense. In post-Soviet countries, it is very fashionable to attribute damage and all sorts of influences from black-black witches to everyone. Whatever the disease – they cursed, whatever the divorce – they bewitched, whatever the bad period – there was damage there. That is, no matter what happens, in 10 cases out of 10, an external force is to blame, some evil external factor and someone else’s vile will to destroy your flowerbed. But not something else and not the person himself.

What if I told you it’s bullshit? That hexes, love spells and influences in general only occur once in a couple thousand people at most, although everyone always has problems. Let’s find out.

Wu-Xing: Planetary Rubik’s Cube and Body Clamps

Have you ever played computer games? Quite often you start out there with a very low rank and, gradually solving all sorts of quests, acquire weapons, skills, and open roads. You solve quests not for the sake of the quest itself, but in order to move forward. And trying to get the most out of the base that you have been given. Well, your life is the same game. Here everything is given to you by the Great Random and there is no “why is this”, it’s just how it is with you. Your neighbor’s situation is different. If this problem doesn’t exist, there will be another.

The thing is that the Universe is really very similar to a Rubik’s cube, where each facet, including the internal ones, is a slice and spectrum of a certain planet. And each of us endlessly spins in these slices, touching them with slices of our own body and bodies. From the point of view of metaphysics, each object around you is the personification of some planet: you go to the store and you are in the Jupiter zone, you talk to your boss and you are in the Mars zone, you listen to music and dive into Neptune. All your organs and body tissues are also some planets, the energy flows of which form the subtle body and organs “from the inside out”. Even when you just walk down the street or sleep in bed, you are still “under” some planet. Each person will have their own list of planets, places and people. Technically, this segment of metaphysics describes the Ba-Tzu section “10 Gods”. People and animals, places and countries, tastes, colors, numbers, states and movements, skills, sounds… The whole spectrum of events and objects will be a cross-section of some planet for you.

Therefore, it is stupid to claim that this or that SUDDENLY happened to you. What grew, ripened. Each face of the cube passes through you, carrying what is embedded in it and interacting with what is inside you. Each face is simply the orbit of a planet. There are no sudden events, it is just that right now the active facet of reality has run into some obstacle inside you and dragged along pain and nasty events with nasty people. Well, your “wooden” liver does not contact the fiery Mars coming this month. The wood burns, the liver swells. Or a loved one betrays. Or there is no money at all. Hundreds of cuts, millions of combinations and reactions of space and body. And here you can stick numerology and endless tables of correspondences of planets to something there.

But the essence of them is one: you must (are obliged!) open up to the world and learn to pass all these flows through yourself, see them, feel them and interact with them. Then your problem will not only not be sudden, but will also acquire the most interesting and useful meanings. And, of course, it will quickly get a solution.

As one famous young man (who later blew his brains out) used to say: “Nobody dies a virgin – life will fuck everyone.” With every blow, with every betrayal, injustice, treason, heavy losses and collapses, with every kick in the stomach, your body instinctively tries to close and shrink. This tension arises when a doctor comes to you with a syringe or a drill, or when you need to give birth – the body automatically shrinks to protect itself from pain, but the trick is that tense muscles hurt more than relaxed ones. And this also works with the subtle body and even more so.

A bunch of blocks grow from childhood – parents did not love, did not appreciate at school, did not give enough, did not listen … And then all this is superimposed on further experience. A loved one betrayed – a segment in Anahata clamped down. Clamped down and closed. The world devalued and spat in the soul – Manipura clamped down to avoid further execution. Unsuccessful sex, violence, complex? The entire spectrum of the sexual sphere goes underground and radio silence mode. Anything can clamp down, even the face, even the hands, even the stomach… Blocks and clamps of the body are literally clamps, like a clamped hose through which nothing flows anymore. In your subtle body there are a lot of hoses, channels and canals through which Qi and varieties of energy flow throughout your life. And the more places where your hose is clamped, the more you hurt inside and outside – the energy does not shoot to those places and the body cannot regenerate damage, failures, inflammations, all that stuff. These same parts of the body do not experience the full range of sensations, they are kind of switched off from the active mode. Big hello to asexuals! Well, those who “just don’t want to and that’s normal.” The switched off sphere feels normal, like a person who was born without a leg, could not understand what it is like to live with a leg?

And the more of these clamps there are, the wider the spectrum of what is happening to the body and around it: after all, each clamp is ALSO manifested in some planetary section. That is, the section of the active planet passing through you begins to drag not only reactions with the body and soul, but also kicks forward all the clamps, which sometimes makes a person want to climb to the ceiling and howl from pain and helplessness. And all (all!!! seriously, each one!) unsolvable problems for years that repeat in your life – this is not some kind of damage to failure, this is some planet cyclically passing its orbit and cannot break through your personal clamp. Yes, this CAN result in damage, but more often than not it does not. Are all your bosses assholes? Do you constantly face violence against you? Are you sick? This is it. Reality signals to you that somewhere something is seriously stuck. For example, a block on Manipura will give aggression to you, because the world is literally screaming – look at me! And you continue to look at the book.

Normally, our body is like a sieve, a transparent veil that lets everything through: good and bad, pleasant and not so pleasant, and the entire spectrum of planets “passes” through it, like water through a sieve. And in an unsqueezed state, shit does not linger there for a minute. It came and went. Only those who are pleasant and useful to you remain. Shit happens anyway, the question is how we will interact with it. And will we. Of course, this way we can reinvent Zen Buddhism… But no. Everything is much simpler and more interesting. Someone will spit and there will be no block, and someone carries their grievances and ailments with them their whole life, does not give them to anyone and sorts through them in the evenings, like valuable shells in a box. Victims who have experienced sexual violence put a block on Svadhishthana and each slice of Venus hammers them on the head with harassment and the danger of a new rape. Because Venus is trying to get through, but the individual only contracts tighter, not allowing the slice to pass and making his future fate more difficult.

By the way, the clamps become overgrown with fat. Fact. The Yang side of the body gets fat from the back, the Yin side – from the stomach. The body grows a “cushion” in the polarity that is clamped to cover the lifeless place. Take a closer look at people and their fat, there are many interesting conclusions to make, including about couples where one is fat and the other is like a match. The planets also correspond to parts of the brain, and these are hormones anyway, so draw your own conclusions about the connection between blocks and the appearance of the body. The sickest people have a body that generally resembles an impenetrable thick cocoon: they are so afraid of letting something from the harsh world inside that they stop letting EVERYTHING in at all. And letting it out, too. The monolith!

And the worst thing is that when I tell people about this, quite a few of them look at me with incomprehensible distrust. I’m fine, I don’t know what you’re talking about. I don’t understand. I don’t have this, you’re wrong, everything is fine there, I enjoy life and all that… And it sounds so convincing that it sends a chill down my spine – maybe I really was wrong? But it was not so. Even months later, I catch messages in the middle of the night from tearful people who were suddenly overtaken by this thought. I was struggling through the cocoon for months. They found it and were shocked: years of living with this horror have so accustomed us to the idea that all this is normal, that unclenching the blocks is like going to the toilet after 12 hours of excruciating patience. The muscles have become so numb in the closed state that it begins to seem that it cannot be any other way, this is the norm, it has always been like this, what’s wrong? … Everything is wrong, guys! Everything should flow freely through you, any events, people, desires and places, even bad ones. There is no need to try to hold them back or prevent them – preventing a planetary period is like fighting a tank with a toothpick. We have desires and direct them to the world, and the world responds to us with something. That’s it. That’s how it works.

And any magic is simply a super-strong intention of a relaxed, strong person. But even this cannot fight the planetary influence. Therefore, each person can only work with their blocks, as well as their planets, themselves. They are either alone here or rely on the genius of the planet, who will try to help establish a cut and remove the blocks. And here is the meaning of upaya. The more pumped up and stronger, and the more relaxed a person is, the easier it is for him to do all this and the greater the return from reality. And he can already cope with it!

Only that which has gone through a period of growth can ripen. What could be more terrible than a person who is NOT ready for love, full of fears and pain, and suddenly falls in love? He is not “ripe”, he cannot give his loved one what he feels in a healthy way, his energy simply will not flow in the right places. Accepting love – too. Everything goes in some wild corners, runs into walls, thorns and locks. And so we seem to have love, but as a bonus there are hysterics, jealousy, fear of being abandoned and pain, pain, pain… Master, let’s do a love spell! Otherwise, something is wrong!

The same can be said about any other problem. There is a block in the body, the body is sick, but working with the block is painful and takes a long time, so it is easier to blame a random master for the damage. The fact that the body signals a malfunction is not an argument! No money, no personal life, no children, illnesses, troubles, terrible relatives … Substitute yours and look at the problem from this angle: which of the slices cannot break through you and pulls this pain? Who controls this slice, what planet? For me, these were feelings, therefore Venus. Look for yours – this is where you will have to work. How? To begin with, put aside all the books on the occult, take a deep breath and ask yourself a couple of interesting questions.

Upaya to Venus and personal experience

Upaya is not difficult, upaya is fun and always good in the end. I’m not going to paint planetary tablets for you, let’s put it simply: you simply turn to the genius of the planet, the section of which hurts you, ask for an answer in an accessible form, relax and swim wherever your left heel calls. That’s it. Here you go. If you want, read mantras, if you want, shout graha from the balcony, everything is intuitive! Gifts are intuitive. Days are intuitive. Signs are your personal associations, where there is no wrong. You can ask the astrologer to write down which planets you have in the saddest position and work on them first, but that’s all. Next – only your work, your consciousness, your signs and your body. Your personal communication with the graha. In love there is no place for a third, in upaya there is no place for any guru, only you and the graha! Don’t be afraid, it’s not difficult, the main thing is to turn off the radio. Just accept this quest and move forward: this is a quest to find yourself and your normal life.

This is the meaning of the events and signs of upaya: you turn off your head and just let the information pass through you as if you were in a fairy tale and every stroke of reality has a sacred meaning. Yes, it looks like schizophrenia, but don’t be afraid, you won’t be in this state for long. Therefore, you don’t have to think hard or too much about what it is, whether it’s a sign, whether it seems to you… Everything you noticed in this state is essentially a sign. Your personal, unique, amazing sign from reality itself. Maybe it will be a bird, maybe a phone call or a dream. Don’t think. Feel!

A bunch of people can be attracted to your upaya. And everyone will take part without even knowing it. They will give you signs, heal you and bring you important things. From a metaphysical point of view, every person around you is a representative of some element. This means that the ruler of this polarity can convey to you what you need through everyone. Numbers and signs with them will catch your eye, even in your dreams – arm yourself with a table of correspondence between planets and numbers and move forward cheerfully.

Let’s use my own example. For 3 years (hello, Jupiter), my leg has been hurting like crazy, plantar fasciitis, when you can’t stand on your heel. I went to doctors, I went to Eastern and Western massages, I took medications and God knows what else, but my leg continued to hurt. My “Eastern” chiropractor who sees me constantly said that I have very tight clamps at the level of my stomach and heart, and Qi simply doesn’t reach my right leg. My leg is constantly slightly cold and energetically hard, like an empty bottle. That’s why it hurts. There is a minor inflammation, the body simply has nothing to cure it with. I made excuses, saying that I am such a person, I was born like this, there is no problem.

…But I’ve been rooting for freedom and polygamy all my life, everyone is free, let them live with whoever they want, etc. I thought it was the norm. How else?

…But I’ve been afraid of people all my life, their opinions, and I’m so afraid that I don’t even accept compliments. They tell me that I’m beautiful, but I feel ashamed and angry, as if I’ve been brazenly lied to and mocked.

…But I’ve been… However, over these months I’ve found a couple of thousand “But I’ve been…”, who have held my body in a vice and clamps along the entire perimeter.

In general, in June I made a vow to the graha Shukra that I would not put sugar in my drinks for 2 years. And then to the graha Guru that I would devote at least 5 minutes a day to the Spanish language for a year, which I had once wanted to learn for a long time, but did not go for the sake of rationality. It was the desire of the heart and after 12 years I am making it come true.

And then, like in a joke – what the fuck started… My hand shook and I accidentally opened a video on YouTube that wasn’t what I had planned, and in such a miraculous way I heard the music of a little-known Spanish band, which made me cry until my eyes were swollen for a couple of days, and then I sat down to figure out what it was that pulled me. And this music pulled literally EVERYTHING. For several weeks, grievances poured out of me, unspoken, painful and heavy, and my body resembled a Christmas tree: with each exit I felt clamps and blocks and rushed to each one to somehow index and process them. Then there was a lull and I went to the sea, to a remote village, where there are two shops and a dozen vacationers on the entire beach. Shukra was waiting for me there.

And so, for the first time in my life, I don’t think about what’s next, how it will end. Maybe nothing. But I do it for myself personally, reveling in this feeling and my state. In order to float, you need to trust the water and lie on it in a relaxed layer. So I just turn off my radio and sit by the evening sea, feeling how the world flows through me and nothing clings inside. And my evenings are filled with unreal music, Spanish poetry and a mad, burning love for the singer. As unearthly and strange as anything can be strange. I reveal myself through feelings and smile at the pearl-white snake Shukra. And he smiles at me and nods approvingly. Anahata, which has been clamped for years, gradually relaxes, Qi flows through the body, the “chronic” leg, which has been hurting for years, stops hurting. It completely stopped hurting in about a month.

Every evening I come to the beach and find hieroglyphs and stone figures laid out by someone on the shore using shells. Door. Eye. Erection. Heart on fire. Penguin. Heart. Eight.

Some enthusiastic sinologist posted them out of boredom, while he was roasting in the sun, and did not even suspect that someone’s upaya was passing through him and someone was waiting for these figures like air. In reality, each of these ominous signs is a mirror of what is happening to me. With messages on the Internet, with events, with people living thousands of kilometers away from me. However, the people who wrote the music that Shukra gave me also clearly did not bother with metaphysics, it was just that the graha considered this path to be optimal. And their music – the most suitable for me as a hint. Why them? I have no idea, but it worked.

The catch.

My love life has always been serious, just as a German philosopher’s book might be. Let’s live together instead of walking with our hands. What kind of trips around the world – we need to get married. If you have comfort and confidence, why do you need love? And here I am, a negative person. Everything is very fundamental and serious for me! Hello, my dear Svadhisthana! Hello, clamp! What impact does it have on who I sleep with if they aren’t the people I have feelings for anyway? … Polygamy? I’m no longer inclined to do it. My uterus seems to be opening up and getting warmer, causing me to experience storms of understanding and regret in my mind. The world starts to flow through the stomach and heart in all directions. The body is hot, the head is strange, but it’s alright.

Compliments? Compliments are opinions about you. I’ve had such a negative experience with opinions about myself that I won’t accept any opinions about myself, even if they’re good. It’s easier to isolate yourself from all opinions and deny them like a partisan during an interrogation! And here it is, the clamp of Manipura, which interacts with the world as such.

Love… Love is painful. That’s why when a barn lock falls from Anahata, I howl to a song with a title that speaks for itself: “New Year.”

Each stage of upaya is given differently, I worked on some blocks for weeks, like a mountain climber, checking the support point for the mind and the place for feelings and intuition. Some fell in a couple of hours. And music, music, music, music… Each block was opened by a key that literally flowed into my body through the ears. This was the path of this upaya, this is the path that Shukra found. What will happen next – I don’t know, but something will happen. The main thing is that all the good things do not pass me by and do not flow tangentially. But I have already learned to accept the flow and catch fish in it. My leg does not hurt anymore, my weight has begun to decrease, my vocabulary is replenished by 5-10 words a day, everything is fine.

Conclusions.

Upaya to Venus is the most colorful in my practice, but it is still Venus, the benefactor planet. Speaking of quests, each planet responds to the request differently. Some may have no complaints about you, for example, my Mercury was processed in about 4 hours. But I gave a yearly vow to Saturn, which was like picking up knocked-out teeth with broken hands: painful, hard, unbearably disgusting and hard, but I worked out the Saturnian loop in 12 months instead of decades of returns and loops. Neptune and Uranus – 1 day. Venus – 3 months and 2 years of the vow. Moon – 4 months. Sun – 3 weeks. Pluto – 2 months. Jupiter is in the process right now.

That’s what I’ve experienced. It’s astrology, its original essence and foundation, and that people have written all these tablets, signs, programs for centuries… Not to let you know that you have “Venus in Raka, so it’s bad, so live with it now.”

P.S.: I am sitting on a stone, warmed by the southern sun, and laughing while I am writing this paragraph. Just from an inner feeling of happiness, warmth and freedom. The people around me are staring at me strangely, some with curiosity, and most with disapproval. Look, she is grinning, is she stupid or something?… They’re yelling at their poor children, being overweight, uptight, and unhappy, even though they have everything that I had, doesn’t interest me. Supposedly. Thousands of people come to me seeking advice on getting married, overcoming alcoholism, being unlucky, and finding financial resources. Words from books are sprinkled by someone. The books didn’t have the most important thing in them, and it still doesn’t.

(c) Mylene Maelinhon / Material of the Marginal Metaphysics project

Translated by Schwarzenstern

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